A change is gonna come

Nothing is what it used to be, nothing looks like I thought it would or should.

Everything is a mess, I'm unorganized, doubting myself, eating crap and not gaining a pound (YES!)

This is my life. If I had my own bratty way I would still eat crap, have no responsibilities, no accountability, all I would do is read, write, play my piano and sleep.

Instead I live and I screw things up along the way.

But a day of change is coming. Someday I will get it right, not perfect.....right. And those things that hold me back won't anymore.

Life is a process. As much as I hate the process,

here I go,

taking it one day at a time.